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1.09.2013

Lilah's Birth Story

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Lilah Maye 
Born November 2nd, 2012
At 12:34 PM via C-Section
7 pounds 6 ounces
21 inches

I had a much easier pregnancy with Lilah then I did with Zane.
I did have morning sickness but only for about the first 14 weeks thank goodness!
After that I only had horrible back pain from her.
She was in a nasty position on my back and it made things very difficult and it got tired very quickly.
I knew that I was most likely going to end up with a c-section because I had had one with Zane.
But I was actually hoping I could have a VBAC {vaginal birth after c-section} for most of my pregnancy because I really wanted to experience giving birth.
I was due on November 8th, 2012 and
we had a c-section set up for November 15th, 2012 and after many,
many months of being in so much pain I told my doctor I didn't want to wait until a week after my due date for the c-section I wanted to do it as early as I possibly could.
So we set up an appointment for the c-section on November 2nd, 2012 at 12:00 PM.
I was so excited to know that she would be here on that day and no later!

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So on the morning of November 2nd we had to be there at 10:00 AM.
I got up and took a shower and got ready for the day and we had to get Zane to my parents house by 9:30 AM so that we'd get to the hospital on time.
We got to the hospital and checked in.
{we know the birthing coordinator so she had set us up real nice in the biggest labor & delivery room and got us my favorite nurse who had to leave in the middle of my labor with Zane}
so we were really excited to go into this birth.
{not that we weren't with Zane, we just knew exactly what was going to happen!}
So Trish
{our favorite nurse}
got us all set up and asked us all the routine questions.
I was so excited.
I knew that I was going to meet that sweet little lady in a couple hours
and I also started getting extremely nervous.
{I mean who doesn't when they go have surgery?!}
They hooked me up to the monitor so that they could monitor Lilah's heartbeat
and about an hour before I was going in Trish mentioned to me that I was having contractions...
well I knew I was having them,
they were getting pretty intense and they were coming consistently...
so basically I was in labor as I was getting ready to go have my c-section.
My doctor came into the room about 10 minutes before they took me into the operating room to just put me at ease.
He's pretty much an amazing doctor and cares so much about all of his patients!
{I really love him}

So they took me into the operating room at around 12:05 and got me on the table and then gave me my epidural which my doctor held my hand the whole time, so sweet he is.
As soon as that was over and they got me strapped to the table they let James come into the room.
Then they began the surgery.

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The anesthesiologist was talking to me the whole time so the operation flew by and before I knew it they were telling me she was here.
It took her a minute to cry and they held her up over the sheet and I said, "oh she looks like Zane" and then they took her to go get her cleaned up so they could close me up.
About a minute later James brought her to see me and I couldn't get enough of that beautiful little face staring up at me.

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 She was amazing!
They finished up my surgery
and then we all went back into our labor & delivery room to recover.
Trish let us have our family come back
and see us after we'd been there for an hour
and everything was looking good with both of us.
We hung out there until it was time to move us to our room...
which we got hooked up with one of the few big rooms that they have.
{It pays to have people in the hospital!}

So Dr. Warhus delivered Miss Lilah Maye at 12:34 PM
and she was 7 pounds 6 ounces and 21 inches long and it was my second favorite moment ever!

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10.25.2012

To breastfeed or not to breastfeed...

I have had an internal struggle going on the last few weeks. 
I don't know what to do. 
I can't decide whether I want to try breastfeeding again. 
It was a huge disappointment when I couldn't breastfeed, Zane. 
I tried so hard and yet he just didn't latch correctly and I just couldn't provide the amount he needed. 
It really hurt. 
I cried A LOT when I couldn't do it.
And got a little depressed.
I really don't know if I want to go through that again.
I don't want to try so hard & then have a huge let down with her.
I don't think I could handle it again.
I know that every.single.baby is different...
but who's to say she won't be the same way? 
Who's to say that I won't produce enough milk again?
How do I know she just won't latch at all?
I don't & nobody else does either.
It's not something that you can predict.
Oh how I wish it was.
But I just can't.
And I really don't think I can handle the let down.
I would love to have that bond between my daughter & me.
But maybe I am just not cut out for it. 
I have an amazing bond with Zane even though I didn't breastfeed him,
but sometimes when I look back I feel like I missed out on something.
Did I? 
Or should I just be happy with what I have?
And I have decided all that I can do is be happy with what I have. 
I am not one of those people who think one way is better than the other. 
I wasn't breastfed {seeing as I am adopted},
James wasn't either.
We turned out just fine.
And Zane seems to be flourishing & just as smart as the kids who were breastfed.
So I am strongly considering just not even doing it at all. 


I am not looking to be criticized here...
this is my decision. 
I don't mind your comments but please do not judge me 
& send me hate messages about how I feel. 
I am going to do what I end up deciding what is best for me. 
So please if you have something not so nice to say please keep your comments to yourself.
I don't want to have to turn the comments off. 


9.07.2012

Maternity photo's family style

My maternity pictures are at the end of this month. 
{Eek I can't believe we're already that close to meeting her}
I have chosen what my boys are going to wear.
I wanted a fall theme using the color orange because I am kind of obsessed with it this season for some reason I cannot explain!
We don't have everything here but I plan on buying some & improvising with the other stuff.
But for me all I know is that I am in love with that scarf from H&M, those boots are amazing, 
I know I want to belt a cute cardigan or something 
and I need to get some new maternity skinny jeans to wear for fall. 
So really I am asking for help!
What should I wear on top?
A sweater?
A cardigan & tank?
Just a long sleeve brown shirt? 
PLEASE HELP ME! 


maternity pics


Hoody
tommybahama.com



H M long scarve
$32 - hm.com




Soft wash cotton v-neck tee
bananarepublic.gap.com



Baby Boy
gymboree.com


Baby Boy
gymboree.com



Lps 802
laposhstyle.com




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6.18.2012

Little Pink Lady or Little Boy Blue?!

Tomorrow is the big day to find out if it's going to be a
little PINK lady or a little boy BLUE 
we are adding to our family.
And I am so excited!! 

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I have had a feeling since I found out I was pregnant that we were going to be adding another
little man to the family
& I'd be over the moon if it was, I've always wanted to have lots of boys.

So these are my families predictions of what they think this little bundle is going to be:

James says boy.
Zane has been saying girl.
My brother, Tommy, says girl.
My half-brother, Devon, says boy.
My dad says boy.
My mom says boy.
My grandma says she has a feeling it's a girl.
My biological mom, Wendy, says girl.
My mother-in-law, Betsy, says boy.
My sister-in-law, Melissa, says boy.
My sister-in-law, Kelly, says girl.


So we have 5 girl guesses & 7 boy guesses.

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Get your guesses in now before I make the big announcement here tomorrow!


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P.S. {I don't want anyone to think that I wouldn't be thrilled with a girl!
I just love boys!}

4.12.2012

10 Weeks - Baby #2

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How far along? 10 weeks. Baby is about the size of a prune.
Maternity clothes? ha ha I wear maternity pants sometimes already & a couple shirts.
Stretch marks? None from this pregnancy yet. 
Sleep: I have to get up to pee once or twice & whenever Zane needs me... but I also have had some sleepless nights.
Miss Anything? Sushi! I am an avid sushi eater and it pains me to not eat it during pregnancy!
Movement: Nope... still too early.
Food cravings: Nothing really sounds good to me at all because I am constantly feeling sick. 
Gender: Won't find that out for about 10 more weeks... but we would love to have another boy! :)
Labor Signs: Way, way, way too early.
Symptoms: Nausea & vomiting 24/7
Belly Button in or out? In
Wedding rings on or off? On
Mood: Tired & happy.
Looking forward to: Our vacation to Palm Springs next Friday for a week with my parents & grandma. We're taking Zane to Disneyland one day & I am very excited about that, too! He's going to have the time of his life meeting all his favorites. 


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4.04.2012

Wordless{ish} Wednesday

Well Zane has a little secret to share with all of you...

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Doesn't he look absolutely thrilled?! ;)
Yes, it's true I have joined the many other pregnant blogging momma's out there!
We are beyond thrilled and can't wait to find out if we will be having a little brother or little sister.
Fingers crossed for a little brother ;)
Due to arrive November 2012.

That's why I have been MIA so much lately...
I have been very sick & have spent some time in the ER.
I am also starting my infusions today to prevent me from getting dehydrated like I did with Zane.

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